Yesterday my dad and me went to the bronx since we bought a house there we were just bring some of the boxes there. i was standing in the house with my dad moving another the boxes, i wanted to help but my dad said that i couldn’t because i was too weak, i didn’t have the energy to fight with him so i just sat down on the floor. My dad went outside to get more boxes, i was just sitting all alone, then i just started thinking about how much i am going to miss brooklyn, and my old house,and my friends. I hated my dad for making us move to bronx, i mean i did tell him that i wanted to move but not away from brooklyn, i told him that i was getting tired of living in the same house for 12 years. I thought about Audite she is my best friend and now we both are going to get separated. All of a sudden i noticed that i was crying, i was crying because i missed brooklyn knowing that i was going to back to brooklyn, then why was i crying? Maybe i was crying because i was upset that i was moving to bronx, but if i am crying just thinking about it then what am i going to do when i actually move to bronx? Urgg this is just so stressful, i don’t want to move! and my parents aren’t even saying anything they still are going to move to bronx. God sometimes i just hate them so much but then i love them, i hate them for not listening to me, for not understanding how much i don’t want to go to bronx. But then i love them because they understand that i will need a phone since its going to take a long time for me to go to school, and they are buying me a real phone that those free phones. I mean i do understand that i am being so what stubborn because i am not thinking about my parents problems, but they didn’t have to buy a house so far away from brooklyn. I am just tired, tired about thinking about everything, life can be fun but then it can be so stressful, i just hate that, but oh well i will just have to go through everything and make through life i mean that is why i am here to go through life.
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